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[Oct. 25th, 2004|04:58 pm] |
| [ | penguin see, penguin do |
| |  sad | ] |
kinta(the papa hamster) ran away. he's somewhere in the house right now..
'tis a sad day...
cry |
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| sunday |
[Oct. 24th, 2004|10:05 pm] |
| [ | penguin see, penguin do |
| |  ecstatic | ] |
| [ | my background noise |
| | greenday - american idiot | ] |
my hamster gave birth!! momo is a proud mom! 8 hamster babies...
happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you
my mom was the first one who saw the babies. she practically screamed bloody murder when she saw the little pink, hairless bundles of joy. 8 babies. can you believe that? all in a tiny hamster. i had to separate the father hamster (who my mom calls the "culprit") because i was afraid he might harm the kiddies. i made him a little house away from home. it looks like a shack. he's been trying to escape the minute i put him in it.
he's on the computer table write now and would like to express some of his feelings:
kinta: y ug6eg2qeygf fyynkfnu fnnuby
actually, he's not heavy enough to be able to pound on the keys.. so those letters are a result of me dropping my hamster on the keyboard repeatedly.
more? alright.
gyvxhyvt8gg t6tt5tg
kapoy na daw. hehe
happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you |
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| tortuuuuure... |
[Oct. 22nd, 2004|11:54 pm] |
| [ | penguin see, penguin do |
| | crappy | ] |
from mark:
"psst, tomi-chan. lipad ka dito tonight. sama kita event namin sa enchanted kingdom 2mrw. dami bands, ride all you can, eat all you like."
hahai.. im missing an NU107 event.
leche. |
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| good news |
[Oct. 22nd, 2004|09:33 pm] |
| [ | penguin see, penguin do |
| |  accomplished | ] |
| [ | my background noise |
| | nada | ] |
well, probably only one other person can relate to my good news.
hi uyayi!
my good news: i completed the sandman library. 11 glorious books written by my favorite author, neil gaiman. actually, i completed it a month ago, but miss lazy wasnt updating her livejournal. hehe. anywaaaaaay... morpheus is my "dreamguy" (ha, get it.. he's the dream king.. no, you don't get it? never mind)
lemme describe him to you unlucky people who have never heard of him...
- commonly known as dream
- he's tall, skinny and pale.
- he has a "gothic" fashion sense but i must admit he looks good in all of his clothes
- he has 6 other siblings. destiny, death, destruction, desire, despair and delight/delirium
- he is lord of the dream realm
- he has this library which stores all of our dreams.
- he's friends with a lot of famous and infamous people. (lady bast, the furies, cain and abel, eve from adam and eve)
- he is orpheus' father
- he can visit your dreams and manipulate it anytime
- owned hell for a few days
- kick-ass guy
- has had many failed relationships. he once condemned a mortal to hell for rejecting him
- can be a softie sometimes. he helped his youngest sibling delirium in her search for their brother destruction
- closest sibling is death
- very straight-forward
- has beautiful eyes
i completed his story, now it's time to collect his sister's (death) story. the madness will never end.
i am sounding like a total nerd
well, at least wala ko ga shabu.
ah.. the bored and the restless. hmm... perfect title for a teen-based drama.
haha, so i should put on sunglasses everytime i feel accomplished. (look at penguin to see what i mean)
bow. |
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| my pathetic twin escaped |
[Oct. 22nd, 2004|11:06 am] |
| [ | penguin see, penguin do |
| |  thirsty | ] |
| [ | my background noise |
| | 1 giant leap - braided hair | ] |
yes, people. that wasn't me blogging yesterday. except for the "now and zen", i typed that in. my pathetic twin does not have a sense of humor.
she tells me she has guy problems. i replied: "pssssh... guys should be problemizing (i know, it's not a word. or is it?) about you and not you problemizing about them."
well, she seems a lot better now. although i do catch her walking around the house aimlessly, dark glasses on and listening to sappy songs.
serious now.
yeah, i was pretty down yesterday. and i think my mom's getting freaked out already. everytime she asks me what's wrong, i answer: "im depressed, i need psychiatric help" (cue sad music) and there's no feeling in my voice. hehe.
anyway
why isn't there mouse-flavored cat food?
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| corny jokes time! |
[Oct. 21st, 2004|03:22 pm] |
person 1: u know, i meditate.
person 2: really?
person 1: well, not all the time. only now and zen!
teehee.
psycho me. |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 21st, 2004|03:19 pm] |
hope "he" doesn't bump into my LJ account.
but why would he? it's not like he cares i exist.
pathetic.
this is what im reduced to.
a love-sick, stays-in-my-room-the-whole-day, pathetic loser.
ugh
im giving myself the chills.
ugh |
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| when life gives you lemons... |
[Oct. 21st, 2004|03:12 pm] |
| [ | penguin see, penguin do |
| | worried | ] |
| [ | my background noise |
| | news | ] |
make sorbet!!!
ha, lemons. tequila. tekilla.
it's official. i like him. sucks. you suck a lemon.
how can u like someone who barely talks to you?
i know!
u just do.
on a sadder note:
i feel so isolated from my friends.
it's my fear coming to life.
i was scared i was going to lose touch with my friends in manila.
i think this is what's happening right now.
*cry*
on a lighter note:
the "worried penguin" is just making tanga. where's the nail-biting??? |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 21st, 2004|02:30 pm] |
| [ | penguin see, penguin do |
| | gfgweryerytrytr | ] |
| [ | my background noise |
| | 314542546461 | ] |
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;xskowmwlxsw;lkasdedqdmnwpiondfpi23nro20834523l4nmlgwkerupiowfhuiopwvhpi3hrftweh15ty5v1w65erg465we4g65wer4654wev51465w4te8r97tqwe56f432sd1c32q1sd6f1q6wt798er4321f321c3s4v67sgtyi68u4po1yio2p1jk3232fnh1m65sf4ghaw7fh65f4g32d1v321c4165asgf4768er7ty654g32f1s3b2v1vc3b216dfh4987y65465gtr1h32f1b321sc65fd4h98s65df4g65aq46865h165dh5et684ety6t54tr4y32h1tr32hy1w332df1bv32c1gxs |
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| aaaargh... |
[Oct. 21st, 2004|02:07 pm] |
| [ | penguin see, penguin do |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | my background noise |
| | blah blah | ] |
im depressed.
i wanna write a book.
i wanna be filthy rich in Japan and ride the train all day.
screaming into the pillow therapy works. for five stinking minutes.
have u heard the vanessa carlton song "white houses"? the song makes me sad.
Maybe I'm a little bit over my head
I come undone at the things he said
And he's so funny in his bright red shirt
We were all in love and we all got hurt
I sneak into his car's black leather seat
The smell of gasoline in the summer heat
Boy, we're going way too fast
It's all too sweet to last
i could spend all day in front of the pc, just typing in random thoughts in my LJ.
a conversation between 2 strangers:
Jayreeex> mayb i can help
star`girl> i doubt it.
Jayreeex> y???
Jayreeex> tel me nga wats ur prob?
Jayreeex> im sure im good at solving problems
star`girl> but my problem has no solution
Jayreeex> y nga??
Jayreeex> lahat ng problema may solution
Jayreeex> b optimistic
Jayreeex> trust me
star`girl> why?
Jayreeex> basta lang
ayreeex> coz i luv helping people
star`girl> why?
Jayreeex> basta lang
Jayreeex> ano nga prob mo?
star`girl> i dont have one, im just depressed.
star`girl> can't a person be depressed without any reason?
Jayreeex> your just suffering the middle age crisis ok
mother teresa in the making.
"coz i luv helping people"
middle age crisis?
so im going to die when im 40?
greeeeaaat... that sure helped. |
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| i need to lash out |
[Oct. 21st, 2004|01:53 pm] |
| [ | penguin see, penguin do |
| | crazy | ] |
THE BOOK OF WHY
1. why is my toothbrush orange and not red?
2. why did i cry when i couldn't decide what cd to listen to?
3. why does my hamster like licking my fingers?
4. why did i go drinking with nandy?
5. why didn't i go to san san's birthday party? (so sorry dyud..)
6. why is my cousin-priest coming over later?
7. why do i find louis from even stevens hot?
8. why did i answer a survey thingy in friendster?
9. why am i addicted to squash seeds?
10. why did the boston red sox win?
11. why did i see my crush yesterday at SM?
12. why was yesterday such a good and bad day for me?
13. why can't i find a shelf for my beloved books?
14. why do i find updating my lj such a chore?
15. why do i spend most of my day in my room?
16. why do i like torturing myself?
17. why am i going insane? |
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| never ever |
[Sep. 12th, 2004|11:13 pm] |
| [ | penguin see, penguin do |
| |  scared | ] |
| [ | my background noise |
| | electric fan | ] |
i am never ever taking computer programs for granted ever again. it is difficult to come up with programs, believe me.
now i understand why a lot of former IT students have shifted to other courses (HRM seems to be a favorite). im already getting frustrated and i'm still in my first sem.
gotta hold on, gotta hold on...
ladies and gents, my new mantra:
i'm smarter than the computer, i'm smarter than the computer.. |
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| hungreeee... |
[Sep. 9th, 2004|01:51 am] |
| [ | penguin see, penguin do |
| | hungry | ] |
| [ | my background noise |
| | ....................... | ] |
it's almost 2 in the morning and i'm craving for french fries.
i had jollibee's peach mango pie for my snack. i ate/drank the filling through a straw and burned the tip of my tongue. so it was painful everytime a french fry would touch the burned area, the french fry being rough and all.
i need more french fries..
you can never have enough french fries. |
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| too lazy to write down anything. |
[Sep. 9th, 2004|12:32 am] |
| [ | penguin see, penguin do |
| |  rejuvenated | ] |
| [ | my background noise |
| | takataktak | ] |
let the penguins show you how i feel..
ok...
so they look like they don't have a single thought going through their penguin brains, that's what i feel.
mind = blurry = white space = blank |
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| where procrastination has taken me |
[Sep. 8th, 2004|01:58 am] |
| [ | penguin see, penguin do |
| | restless | ] |
| [ | my background noise |
| | zZzZzZz... | ] |
just finished making this report about this crappy play i saw last thursday. i could have been asleep hours ago but noooooooooooooo, i had to watch jay leno and conan o'brien and the conspiracy theory, did we really land on the moon show. hell, i'm even procrastinating on sleep. (i'm updating my LJ at this ungodly hour when i could be snoring my ass off already)
you know what?
i think i'll do just that.
zZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZz....
ps.
i wanna be a conspiracy theorist when i grow up. |
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| from Neil Gaiman's American Gods. |
[Sep. 5th, 2004|05:49 pm] |
| [ | penguin see, penguin do |
| |  nerdy | ] |
| [ | my background noise |
| | the BUZZ!!! | ] |
"I can believe things that are true and I can believe things that aren't true and I can believe things where nobody knows if they're true or not. I can believe in Santa Claus and the Easter Bunny and Marilyn Monroe and the Beatles and Elvis and Mister Ed. Listen - i believe that people are perfectible, that knowledge is infinite, that the world is run by secret banking cartels and is visited by aliens on a regular basis, nice ones that look like wrinkledy lemurs and bad ones who mutilate cattle and want our water and our women. I believe that the future sucks and I believe that the future rocks and i believe that one day White Buffalo Woman is going to come back and kick everyone's ass. i believe that all men are just overgrown boys with deep problems with communicating and that the decline in good sex in America is coincident with the decline in drive-in movie theaters from state to state. I believe that all politicians are unprincipled crooks and I still believe that they are better than the alternative. I believe that california is going to sink into the sea when the big ones comes, while Florida is going to dissolve into madness and alligators and toxic waste. I believe that antibacterial soap is destroying our resistance to dirt and disease so that one day we'll all be wiped out by the common cold like the Martians in War of the Worlds. I believe that the greatest poets of the last century were Edith Sitwell and Don Marquis, that jade is dried dragon sperm, and that thousan of years ago in a former life I was a one-armed Siberian shaman. I believe that mankind's destiny lies in the stars. I believe that candy really did taste better when i was a kid, that it's aerodynamically impossible for a bumblebee to fly, that light is a wave and a particle, that there's a cat in a box somewhere who's alive and dead at the same time (although if the don't ever open the box to feed it it'll eventually just be two different kinds of dead), and that there are stars in the universe billions of years older than the universe itself. I believe in a personal god who cares about me and worries and oversees everything i do. i believe in an impersonal god who set the universe in motion and went off to hang with her girlfriends and doesn't even know that i am alive. i believe in an empty and godless universe of casual chaos, background noise and sheer blind luck. I believe that anyone who says sex is overrated just hasn't done it properly. I believe that anyone who claims to know what's going will lie about the little things too. I believe in absolute honesty and sensible social lies. i believe in a woman's right to choose, a baby's right to live, that while all human life is sacred there's nothing wrong with the death penalty if you can trust the legal system implicitly, and that no one but a moron would ever trust the legal system. i believe that life is a game, that life is a cruel joke, and that life is what happens when you're alive and that you might as well lie back and enjoy it." |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 4th, 2004|01:56 am] |
| [ | penguin see, penguin do |
| | sore | ] |
| [ | my background noise |
| | nothing | ] |
just got home from vudu. i don't know how people can enjoy themselves so much there. oh sure i had some fun, but i got bored right away. dancing, smoking and drinking just doesnt get me going. and i was incredibly sleepy the whole time. i'd rather just hang out at someone's house than spend all night in a bar doing absolutely nothing but dance, drink and smoke.
kapooooooy
got so many toxins in my body already..
i'm gonna die a painful death on a hospital bed with tubes sticking out from every hole in my body.
looking forward to it.
sleep tight, everyone. |
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| i was squirming in my seat |
[Sep. 2nd, 2004|10:51 pm] |
nothing turns me on than a cute guy with a great singing voice performing his heart out. you can see the sweat shine on his neck. good sweat. sweet sweat.
holy hips of rubber!
he's gyrating onstage.
squirm.
christian band, tongues of fire.
vocalist - mike.
i couldn't see his face clearly because i was 20 meters away. but the way he sings is delicious. finger-lickin' good.
tongues of fire, rock on. |
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| i take after my dad |
[Sep. 2nd, 2004|10:37 pm] |
| [ | penguin see, penguin do |
| |  high | ] |
| [ | my background noise |
| | jay leno | ] |
normal night, my mom and my dad were watching the news on NHK.
dormant volcano suddenly erupts in Japan
my mom calls me in the room and asks what you call when the ashes from the volcano start raining down. ashfall. then she told me to ask my dad what you call it. (note: my father is 100% pure japanese who has lived in the philippines for over 23 years already) so i asked him:
me: so pa, what do u call it man? ashfall diba?
papa: ashfall? no... asshole.
i think he watches too much tv. too much southpark on WOWOW.
another anecdote:
i had my hair braided. all around.
my dad comes home and this is what he says:
papa: you look like oopi goldberg
apparently, besides not having the letter L, no letter W either.
oopi goldberg
tiger oods
i love my dad :)
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